Case

Human or Machine, either way i'm gone

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 21:55:35 GMT

GONE:
Driving away from Pittsburgh today i felt as if a life i knew was fading away. Everywhere i looked people waved goodbye. From a fellow Miata owners to horse riders on the side of the road. Their hands cutting through the warm air to say goodbye case. Like chapters pasted, this one ended with my back turned away from what i once was. My feet taking me away from the pit i had come accustom to living within. Friends will be remembered as always but few will continue with me to the next chapter. Case is done, gone, completed. The butt of all jokes no more. Those of you who truly wish to continue to communicate with me can figure out my new LJ user or can contact me using a true communication devices. The rest of you will stay friends with Cas3 just so i can continue to spy on the world i'm leaving behind. Cas3, the virtual representation of me, is dead. Case, the physical representation, is being reborn into a mixture of S and Case. Those who have known me since hight school will know what this means. Goodbye to those who are friends perhaps someday in the future we will cross paths once again.

That is all, goodbye

No one at work but me so...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 19:48:35 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

WOW a quiz pissed me off amazing.

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 15:59:45 GMT

Not only did it assume only white trash would like Bush it also claims that "I am more than likely a Democrat" because i'm not white trash. G i love a world of pegionholes.

I am 16% White Trash.

I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box.

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Still climbing i guess...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 13:44:18 GMT

The Climb:
I first I thought I found the top but as I pulled myself over the peak I discovered that the hole was a lot larger then I had originally expected. After avoid some many damn obstacles on the climb (falling rocks, blinding sun, and the arms attempting to pull me back down) I find myself still looking up at a wall of blood, dirt, and tears. A glance down I can see the darkness that I have escaped but its only a bit darker then the air that is currently incasing me. To let go and falling back to where I begun is all to tempting. To just let the air flow around me as my body falls deeper. Ending with the slightest creak of my broken neck a peaceful end. Yet my hand reaches a bit higher, muscles strain, and I begin to pull myself up.

Tires:
The Miata still needs work done to it before I can think about doing any type of long trip, something over an hour. The weird thing is I really don’t know much about tires. I can tell you almost anything you need to know about how a car engine works, the transmission, hell I can even diagram the electrical system in the Miata but you ask me what the difference between Yokohoma and Goodyear tires are I would be stumped. The only things I can go by are ratings that someone decided to place on the tires that and the price tag on them. Well I guess I will just roll the dice, which means getting the Yokohoma tires.

Motorcycle -1:
Just want to repost once again how pissed off I am with everything. Because of my unemployment, wait I’m sorry the government claimed I wasn’t unemployed let us start that over again. Because of my state of not receiving pay for doing work for a company I have bad credit. This has lead to the inability to get financing for a motorcycle that cost 3 times less my current vehicle which I paid off without a problem. Fixing your credit is a long path that will most likely take a year or two to get done. The only thing I can do for now is buy some cheep ass used bike that will most likely explode on me because I had to buy a cheep ass used bike.

That is all, happiness is only a delusion.

I think i'm doing dreaming.

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 02:05:20 GMT

Well worse things have happened to me but this is the most disappointing. It appears that do to my unemployment i have a bad credit rating. Thus i cannot get financing without a co-signer for my motorcycle. This means i will not have my bike until my credit clears up in 2 or so years. Thanks government, i'm glad you see it fit to take my money but don't believe in helping.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 19:16:51 GMT

No chance in hell but I could tell you crave me
Frisky from the whiskey and the thrills you gave me
Taste great but less filling so thrilling
Come unannounced like automatic billing
And you can't do nothin' as I push your buttons
When I talk you're gonna listen like I'm E.F. Hutton
Like Lionel Richie up "All Night Long"
Case don't do nobody wrong
Stop flop flip and flop
Panties drop now I'm on top
So "Wiggle It" just a little bit
I won't kiss your ass to get a piece of it
You said you wanted to do it now you're comin' around to it
I'm the one that sowed the seed but you're the one that grew it
Take it blow by blow like Reginald Denny
I do it all the time how many?
Many Frauleins I'm comin' again like Jesus
And when I resurrect I'll be damned if I don't please ya
Case that art in hell hear it
Fill me with your Holy Spirit

Hummer with Broadsword Mod is in my future.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 18:12:31 GMT

Do they know me:
As most of you can guess I watch a huge amount of video game trailers. I usually only watch those trailers of games I have a feeling I will enjoy, so no I haven’t seen the new Dance Dance Reveloution trailer. 90% of the trailers I watch have an advertisement before they show the trailer, which I don’t mind because I wouldn’t watch the trailers if I had to pay for them. Each advert (yeah there you go Mick) is targeted to the audience of the game. Thus based on my gaming choices it would seem the following is true.
1. I should join the army.
2. I should buy a truck, a big truck.
3. I should run around with a sword saving princesses

That is all, nothing witty to add.

Stupid Mind

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 13:44:07 GMT

Doing better now. Focused on the soccer injuries to dull my mind and it stopped doing the what if game for a day.

Help

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 05:32:00 GMT

Wrong mental place at this very moment, not good. Just wish to be held and have the dreams take me away. This is not a joke.

.1% chance

Perhaps this was where i belonged

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 21:25:14 GMT

My Posts to big---to bad you lose

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 16:21:46 GMT

Working From Home:
Well I guess my brothers apartment isn’t exactly home yet being the boss I decided that I would work from Pittsburgh today do to many activities that I wanted to do last night and tonight. I will be getting more work done today then I get done on a usual day of work, no time wasted teaching those bellow me how to think or talking about the non-work world. Oddest thing is working with the wrong sound track. When I code, and do most things, I have hard industrial blowing my eardrums out because it drives me to think faster and code better but now I’m sitting here with R.E.M, Johnny Cash, and others. I like all those bands but they never fit into my coding tracks, sporting tracks, driving tracks, only my depressed tracks.

PSP vs Women:
I have come to the conclusion of buying the PSP because of its overall quality compared to any other handheld gaming device. The more I read about it though, I have come to believe that with this purchase I will no longer have a moment to speak with a woman or need too. I can’t wait to slowly strip the box off the sexy PSP and have my fingers slide across its smooth surface as I turn it on. Yeah I’m a dork but at least I’m a cute dork.

Research:
Yeah I’m still researching different elements for the device I will build but now I’m thinking beyond the scope of just gathering the data but how I’m going to go about proposing the concept. I really need to get together with a 3D-Graphic artist or at least get my hands on the software. So I can design the conception blueprints to be used in my proposal and presentation. Only other way I can in fact feed this to the higher ups would be to build a prototype but the cash isn’t flowing in that direction. If any of you know/have what I need please contact me. Thanks!

That is all, always been there but I never saw

The Liberals are walking into the tar pit this week.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 16:40:47 GMT

Freedom(72% turnout better then us):
The picture says it all. At times I have felt odd when people asked what ethnicity I am. I always answered with German even though my family has been living in the United States since the late 1800s. I have no heritage from Germany other then my blond hair and blue eyes. Not ties, we left for reason unknown but we killed Germans in WWII and WWI. I’m done with this answer. For the last few months I have been thinking about this and I’m not German. I’m AMERICAN! And I’m damn proud of it. I’m from the greatest country in the world and I will scream it if needed. I know when I visit Europe’s battlefields from WWII I will be hated by the French but do I care not. The Red&Blue will fly high on my wall. The rest of you can leave, I will stay and be part of the greatest thing to happen in the last 300 years.

New Tech:
There are two hard things about designing new technology on your own time. First you have to spend hours researching the current tech to find items to use or modify to fit your new techs needs, this is in fact fun. The second problem is getting dimensions of the devices you are thinking of using and how they will need to be updated/changed/broken or whatever it takes to make them work together to build your new device, this is the hard part. After dancing hundreds of websites I’m going to have to start making phone calls to the different companies to get the needed information. I hate using the phone and most who have spoken with me on the device might notice how I always attempt to end the conversation as quickly as possible. I think I will spend one more day researching other items before I jump on the horn. Damn.

Jap:
Yep I’m a fucker who isn’t Politically correct, so sue me (wait you might do that). My fellow co-work golfs, something I do but not often. I’m thinking of heading out with him a few times once the groundhog tells me when winter is over. I’m really bad at the activity but the score doesn’t matter to me it’s the silent breeze blowing around you as you drive you golf cart of small ramps while the owner chases after you with his evil ball shooter. Any of you wish to join me sometime let me know, there is a high end course located a few blocks from my townhouse.

That is all, don’t hate me because your not me.

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:37:11 GMT

Who wants to play:
GPS::TRON is here. Using GPS and the old school came concept of snakes you can now play a reality version of the loved game. Using GPS to draw you tail you can fight other cars on the road. Since it's GPS you don't even need to be in the same city to play. I like the idea....

Women are evil or hot or evil-hot (coders only one or needed).

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 14:54:21 GMT

You ALL must hate it:
Lots of things happened this weekend to me but I think the most important thing that happened was the 60% turnout in the Iraqi elections. 60% turnout. DID YOU HEAR THAT. Let me explain something to most of you out there. That means that the Iraqi elections had the same percentage turnout as the US elections this year. That means 60% percent of the Iraqi population decided that voting was WORTH the risk of dieing, while those of you in the US don’t vote because it’s raining. Iraq is slowly becoming a free state and there isn’t anything that has happened in the last 10 years that will be more important. Years from now I will be able to look back with pride for being the country that leads the drive to free the Iraqis. Now I just want to know if people will finally admit that the Iraqis want to be free! Oh how you must hate it, those who doubted it.

FEAR:
Most of you who have spent time with me might believe that I really don’t have much fear and I would agree. Fear is something that usually doesn’t hold me from doing anything. Be it high speed racing to taking a bath (you might forget to breath or something) I have never felt the frozen feel of fear. Some have attempted to rob me and found that unlike most I react and not tremble in fear. I will do anything to win a sport even if the chances are high that I will damage my body doing it, but I don’t fear the outcome of my actions. Fear is just a word to me that describes a feeling that I have only felt had a few times in my life. Most of these times happened when I was a child and didn’t know better but this weekend I had fear take control of my body. It wasn’t the anything dangerous it was just the words “I’m pregnant.” Yes a simple set of words was able to allow fear to take complete control of my mind, body, and soul (which I don’t have but I bet if I did it would have felt the fear). Only after my heart jump, my mind died and my muscles froze did the following words follow “but your not the father.” For all those women out there who might have to do this at sometime in the future make sure to say the words in the following order “It wasn’t you but I’m pregnant” and don’t pause for that moment between pregnant and not you for that is just mean.

One Little things:
Damn that was just hot. Hot enough that it made me play pool playing better then I usually do (still didn’t play my best but I didn’t lose just on purpose). Just hot that’s all the words I can think of. Now if only I could see that on the back of my motorcycle. Side note about this, Ceremony and food after was a great time.

The List:
1. Friday watched ‘Hide and Seek’, good except for the “explaining” 10 minutes for those who are to slow to understand the movie.
2. Friday spent time with friends at EatnPark.
3. Saturday worked on the Miata Engine, next tires will be replaced.
4. Saturday 500 bid with family most of the day.
5. Saturday night went to Ceremony , you missed out of the hottest DJ to spin, damn that was a brilliant outfit.
6. Sunday Midnight Club 2, World of Warcraft, Fatal Frame 2, and worked-out.

That is all, I don’t need pictures for the image is burned into my mind.

SICK! but i would fuck it!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 20:49:52 GMT

As always i keep up with my knowledge of computer systems by reading to much information. It seems finally there is a board that can handle PCI Express with perfection. Which means you can run dual Geforce 6X00 cards! that's double the power for 3D graphical performance. That's double the power of the best 3D-card on the market. That's double the power for only an extra 500 dollars. I want it hell i would fuck it.

I just need to keep reminding myself, motorcycle first!

DANCE DANCE REVELOTION!!!!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 19:40:27 GMT

Gravitational pull
I have you making fool
out of yourself on the dance floor
Doing backspins, running man, and more
party down with vigor and candor

Coming into the jam
or look like a land-lover
and do the aqua boogie
win a lot of goodies
then honey close to the turn tables is talking to me
it's awful grovey seeing all the treasure and booty

TOY TOY TOY!!!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 15:39:15 GMT

Yes, i will be getting a motorcycle but that isn't a toy. So i'm debating on my new Tech toy for this year. I have really two choices to make. Which one would you Choose?

PSP	TREO 650

One other thing, if i take time out from work to geek out, talking about video games, then return to work talk which is about developing video games did i ever stop geeking out or is my job to geek out?

Engine Drives Me Away

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 13:22:58 GMT

Weather has hinder my car work causing me once again to change plans at the very last minute, yet for some reason i still love doing it!

Bunnies to the right of me, Bunnies to the left of me.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:14:52 GMT

I was going to write about the evil white bunnies that attempt to eat me this morning, sai was my only defense, but instead i will inform you all that the hottest female dj is spinning at Ceremony this weekend so go, stare, dance, and buy her drinks!

I need someone to blame.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 18:29:46 GMT

It's not my fault, it's that god person i don't believe in, really it was!

Bring for the ~

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 13:16:33 GMT

Will i always feel the pain from past injuries or is it just a mental picture of past mistakes?

Fires freed.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 13:19:58 GMT

Envy and fear drive you to what you do while i'm just content at being who i am.

Dreamless

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 04:36:59 GMT

And then she fell into my arms, i couldn't resist, i kissed her and it felt like heaven.

To You:

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:24:03 GMT

EMPTY:
I was going to create a style post about how I’m addicted to you even when your not around but I realized I don’t have the ability to make it sound correct. Now I will have to live with the fact that my addiction is never going to be realized or understood. I will except that even with the guidance of close friends I will still attempt to get another taste of your essence. Without the addiction I could move to others but too often I remember the times I was high on you. Today is the day of acceptance and tomorrow will be, perhaps, the first step to killing the addiction.

Speed:
I do everything fast, even if it should be slow. I drive fast, run fast, jump fast, and win fast. Even sex is fast, but I still have time to notice the bored look in your eyes. I love speed and controlling speed. I must be the fastest player on the field of play or at least one of the fastest. I can not do anything slow. I code fast, type fast, dream fast, I even play video games fast. Does it mean I don’t enjoy the activities as much as you, no for speed doesn’t make something bad just faster. Doesn’t the brightest star burn the fastest? So why can’t the greatest pleasure pass in a flash? I will not slow down till my last breath, in fact I will die fast!

Phone Usage:
No I haven’t called yet. I know I should but I don’t have the mental capabilities to dial the phone number. Yes it’s programmed into my phone but I’m too nervous to call. Alright I’m not nervous, I’m never nervous, but it’s getting late in the day. Fine! I guess 2 pm isn’t late but perhaps they are at work. Leave a message? What are you talking about that would just be odd. Sure it could be fun time but I’m horrid at the first step. Well perhaps no the first step in general but when it comes to the activity of making this phone call. Yeah maybe you should just tie me down and make the call for me; of course you would have to find my phone. No I haven’t thrown it at anyone yet.

That is all, fear the upcoming weak of single line posts.

Bush WHITEOUT!

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 13:08:08 GMT

WHY?